Monday, November 22, 2010

Secrets

Secrets.

Everyone has them.

It's just a shame that we feel the need to not share information that could potentially save our lives. I want to share a secret with you:

I love this website: http://www.sixbillionsecrets.com/

that, and the nightmares haven't gone away yet. I dont know how long i can handle being raped, beaten, trapped in an elevator, have someone die, or running through woods. I'm just so tired of these nightmares that it's just... it's hard to deal with because dreams are part of the human mind. it's not like i can take a pill and my brain will shut down during the night so i don't dream. these nightmares... they set me off on the wrong foot sometimes. other times i remember them for a long long time. it's just that...

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nightmares. they're getting worse and more realistic.

i need help.

1 comment:

  1. <3 I'm here for you, Emmy. I know I can't really help you or make the nightmares go away, and I can't even imagine that, not being able to turn to sleep as an escape, but if you ever just want to talk to someone about it, I would be glad to listen and--as always--honoured to be trusted to listen. I hope you find someone or something that could help you and that maybe sharing your secret--whether with Emma, a trusted friend, or a bunch of anonymous people--could give you some peace.

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